To Write a Letter

Well, Katie was in trouble when I called about 15 minutes ago, so she couldn't talk. She said call her in the morning. I'm sure you're tired of me talking about her entry after entry. But she is my life. I pray to God that He knows there is nothing more I want in life than to be able to hold her. Nothing. Not all the money, cars, girls, friends, or family in the world. All I want is her! Katie, my angel. An angel from God. The greatest angel in Heaven and earth. I honestly don't know what to write right now. I can never explain how special she is to me. If we grow apart, I don't know what I'd do. Though I do know one thing. I will never forget her. If we do, I hope she is happy w/ her man. That he doesn't mistreat her in any way. Most of all, I hope he's better than me. I don't want him to cause her pain that I've already inflicted upon her. Maybe I should write her a letter explaining my feelings to her. Not to make her feel guilty, or take me back, but just to let her know. I think I will.