Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Guilty as Charged

I don't know why, but for some reason I'm feeling depressed. I called Katie at 6:30 (her time), and she was getting dressed for school. So I guess her grandpa woke her up. Unfortunately, she has practice after school, and then a meeting (probably a thing at school that'll last awhile), so she said call at 9pm her time. The great thing about Katie (among lots of others), is that when she says for me to call her, she means it. She's not just doing it to please me. So I know she wants me to call.

Maybe I feel depressed for talking to Rachel on LW. For saving her picture to the computer. I believe this is all it. I'm doing exactly what I suspected Katie of doing! God I'm an asshole! Why do I do it!? Maybe because it makes me feel good to know that I can please other girls? I don't know. But I'm gonna try to stay as uninvolved w/ Rachel as I can until we just stop sending PMs. I should've taken the chance yesterday. That's all for now. Bye.

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