No word from Katie yet. I've decided not to call her again until she calls me. I read something in Black Hawk Down today that I thought directly applied to mine and Katie's current situation. I copied it tothe computer and sent it to her in an email:
"Hey,
I miss you so much. I've said it probably a thousand times, but I want things to be different, and I know they will be. I love you so much! I can't say it stronger. I want you to love me with all your heart. I think you already do, but just in case I want to prove to you that I'm worth it. You're the most important person in my life. I'm not going to lose sight of this ever again. I want you to know that I want to grow old with you. I want you to realize this because I can't do it all by myself. I know most of the problems are me and I want to change. Anyways, I can't say it enough, but I want to start doing things about it. Though I hate to say it, I don't think I'll be able to call you for awhile. You can call me. But right now I think I'm to depressed to call you. Please don't blame yourself, because you're not the reason I'm depressed.
I love you with all my soul Katie,
Josh"
I couldn't find the right words to explain how I felt to her until I read that. I believe God put the book in my hands so I could find that. 'Till later.
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