Here's the email from Katie:
"yes my baby daddy don't like me talkin to u an if u call me again im gettin my cell taken away so i cxan't talk tou except online so don't call me ok an i don't want to be with u srry love ya bye"
Pretty, isn't it? Stupid bitch. I hope she likes my email where I messed w/ her. This is just one of many things that convinced me that she never loved me. My reply to this one is on the next page.
Here we go:
"wow. could you have been anymore harsh? that really, really hurts me. i already told you that it hurt me when you said your "baby's daddy." why do you have to say it again? please ignore how incredibly pissy i'm being right now, but like i said, that really hurt. so i guess i'll never get to talk to you again. 'cause we can't talk on the phone, and i'm hardly ever online. i honestly thought we'd be together forever. god i'm such an idiot! and please don't give me that crap about how we might get together again. and trust me, i know it's crap. i know you love him, and he's very lucky. i only wish i could be him. i hope you two actually do get to live together forever and ever. i love you so much, so please don't make it any harder for me by trying to make us friends again, because it just won't work. especially since sean and your grandparents don't like me. i don't know if i can keep my promise to you now, either. you were my life. and now that i can't have you, i don't know what i'll do. i love you sooo much.
for all the times you've read me your poems when you didn't want to, i thought i'd return the favor by sending you one i wrote for you. though i know it's not anywhere near as good as anyone else's poems, especially yours.
She is all I have in life.
All I hold dear.
All I care about.
All I could not live without.
All I would die without.
She is all I love.
i'm so sorry for anything i've to ever, EVER hurt you. specifically this email. but i just had to right it, because these feelings have been stacking up inside me. i will always love you. i will always remember you. but i know that you don't love me, if at all, in nearly the same way. i can't believe it took us 10 months to figure that out. i just have one last question to ask you. why did you pretend to love me near the end, when you were going out with him? why didn't you just tell me straight out, instead of leading me along, lying to me?"
Nice, eh?
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
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