Phone Returned

Horray! Katie got her phone back. For now anyway. Her grandparents went out of town until Saturday. (Today's Wednesday). She broke up with her "fiance". So now we're back together! Woohoo! Although I am feeling a little weird. She had sex with the guy just yesterday, which makes me feel jealous, because I can't even hold her. But I think I'm getting over it. She told me she does coke in addition to pot, so I'll ask her later if she'd be willing to stop for me. I think I'll also ask her if she wants to come up here to live with me. She says that she has to be 15 or 16 before she can emancipate herself. I'm not saying she's lying, but someone could've told her wrong. I'll have to look ut up. If it is true, it'll be another 3 months and 4 days 'till she's 15. We'll jsut have to wait and see. I really do hope she does come up here. If that were to happen, I would have everything I want. She said she'd call after school, which is at 3:45 or 4:45 my time; I can't remember. Strange isn't it? All I ever write about is her. She's constantly on my mind. Man I can't wait 'till she calls! So many questions to ask. Every second I'm feeling better and better. As in less jealous about her "encounter" yesterday. But the drugs still bother me. I really wish she'd stop. I don't want to be harsh with her, but I'm afraid that might be how I have to act to get her to stop. If she doesn't stop for me, then who else is there? Perhaps her mom. I probably shouldn't tread that turf, though. Not yet, anyway. But if I get desperate, I may have to. I think she'll stop for me though. If nothing works, I'll just ask her not to tell me if she's snorted or smoked or whatever. Would that be right, though? To go on, pretending she doesn't hurt herself? I just don't know. I suppose it's better than having her tell me everytime she does do it, if I can't get her to stop. She drinks too. But that doesn't bother me. Drinking isn't anywhere near doing drugs. Again, I'll just [have] to ask her later today. I guess that's it for now.