Rachel. That is the name of a girl I've been PMing (private messaging) back and forth on the LW (LiveWire) forums. She's sweet and cute and nice. I think it may be just a crush, but it is also possible that it's love. I really like her, but she lives in England.
I feel so horribly guilty, cause I feel like I'm betraying Katie. I can't bear this weight on my soul. And I don't think I can ask God for help. After all, He's punishing me for something i've done. What it is I don't know. Is it possible to love two people? I'm afraid that's what has happened, because I still love my dear Katie, yet feel somewhat a little better because I think me and Rachel love each other too. Is that wrong? Again, I cannot take all this weight on my soul. In case anyone cares, I was actually tearing up during my last entry. I hope God takes plesure in knowing that he's succeded in ruining my life.
Be back in a couple minutes...
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